Wednesday, October 13, 2010
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10:42 PM
Sometimes I wish to die there and then. Just to go into oblivion, or to Hades, or to Heaven or Hell, or whatever else destiny it is. It's not out of depression that this wish comes, but rather out of wishing not to worry anymore about the future, or attaining dreams, or being better, or overcoming fears. It must be such a wonderful feeling not to feel nothing at all.
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maybe impatience of the wait for the unkown to reveal itself,at timmes when times almost stands still.
it's a phase anyways
Always wanting to be better is normal, and sometimes can be frustrating when the environment around you makes you feel you're not going to be able to do that.
Persist.
It will pay off eventually, for only in that hope can you go on.
what if giving up is in its core holding on?
That the day u become frustrated and wanna end all of it is the day u intrinsically confess u into it..the whole life/living/breathing thing?
If you really don't care u wouldn't have felt the pain
whatever state ur in ..be patient about it --even if its easier said than done-- coz tomorrow even the pain might go away!
**The girl who sold the world ;)*
Patience for me only leads to numbness. That's the problem. That one day you might find yourself accepting what you never liked and too scared to change it even when you finally find your chance. It's like eagerly waiting for a bus, but when it finally comes days later you're just too tired and uncaring to even stand up.
It's not as cool as you think it is, because you're not in there. I know I have no idea about your situation, but I'm quite sure there are people out there who feel the same way too.
Rabena ywaffa2ak =)