Irregularities

Here I am not knowing what to write. I don't sleep well. I have 2 things on my mind and I can't get them off. I wake up everyday with the feeling that I saw horrible dreams I can't remember. Not the best feeling ever, that.

My mind is just blank. I want to write about my prospects. I want to write about someone special. But in both cases waiting is all I can do. Just wait, wait, wait till something turns up. And if there's anything I hate, it's waiting.